#nowplaying (at 1:10)

sadness is beautiful, loneliness is tragical. so help me, I can’t win this war.
touch me now, don’t bother if every second it makes me weaker.

you can save me, from the man I’ve become… 

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beberapa kali aku bilang, ‘aku akan bisa sendiri, dengan atau tanpa kamu’.

memang. walaupun bukan berarti aku mau seperti itu. dan aku tak ingin cerita tentang masa lalu —di laman ini kamu bisa menemukan jejaknya, dari balik tulisan-tulisanku, seperti biasanya kamu kalau sedang membaca-baca halaman belakang buku.

itu juga kalau sebegitunya kamu ingin tahu.

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ah, kamu menyebalkan. sadarkah kamu, ada sekilas inginku jejaknya terhapus langkahmu?

3 Comments

  1. electrocute
    August 19, 2014 at 10:11 pm - link to this comment

    “I met a first love here. I lost a friend here. I started writing when I was here. things I went through here, more or less, have contributed to what I have become right now.”
    _22 and 25

  2. August 20, 2014 at 7:37 pm - link to this comment

    woaaah, natsukashiii,,, 😆

    many things happened before this, many things happened after this. it’s whole lot different story really.

    btw, rajin amat jalan-jalannya? (LOL)

  3. electrocute
    August 21, 2014 at 6:39 pm - link to this comment

    reminiscent
    the good thing of having these shards ‘recorded’
    memang dari dlu hobi nya jalan-jalan, tapi ga kemana-mana ..
    it is, i know 🙂
    >Kembali ke komen pertama 😀