August 14, 2010 – 5:25 pm
…and there I was, looking into her eyes, trying to smile as hard as I could, with dreary eyes I couldn’t see of my own. “promise me. that this time, you wouldn’t ask…” a discordant silence. a pair of deeply concerned eyes delving into mine. and the words she knew she wouldn’t say. a silent [...]
suddenly, I remember those days. those long-lasting days that went like forever. those far, faraway days when I used to be a less-confident, more ignorant person. those days when I was younger, in one of which I met a girl in my life. it was also those days when we talked about many things in [...]
aku selalu bisa mengingatnya; dari dulu, dan sampai sekarangpun masih. di suatu tempat, di suatu saat, tentang sesuatu yang tak seorangpun mengingatnya. seperti sebuah cerita yang tak pernah disampaikan lagi, atau sebuah buku yang tak pernah dibaca lagi, dan dengan demikian tak seorangpun bisa mengingat isi atau keberadaannya. tapi tidak ada artinya bukan, kalau seseorang [...]
(1) in case you are non-native to this term, google `tsundere`. wikipedia and tvtropes may help as well. (2) see and match the distinctive traits — match with AND operator unless stated otherwise. you may find somewhat striking resemblance to your traits… or not. (3) ask moderate-level otaku friend of yours whether you might be [...]
February 1, 2009 – 3:15 pm
if only it’s possible, I don’t really want to think about the sad things; not today, not tonight… perhaps, not even anytime when I don’t need to. not even when I don’t feel like walking through the drenching, pouring rain tonight. really — if only it’s possible, I don’t want to think about it. and [...]
October 14, 2008 – 12:18 am
—untuk seorang gadis kecil berusia lima tahun, dulu dan sekarang. ___ adik kecil yang kusayangi, aku ingin sekali mengatakan bahwa kadang anak berusia lima tahun adalah salah satu dari sedikit, dan kadang mungkin sebaik-baik dari jenis manusia; yang bisa dengan jujur, bersedia berbagi, dan mau memahami dengan tulus. yah, mungkin tidak selalu, sih. dan kukira [...]
August 26, 2008 – 7:48 pm
see me off, dear sweet summer rain so that we’ll keep walking even while crying to the beginning that we trust ___ how long has it been ever since, I guess is only rhetorical question whose answer is also vague as well — probably years, and it should have been another distant period of time [...]
there I met this girl, wishing she would fall no more along those lines she said, ‘is it being in love a curse for me?’ what love is all about anyway, but forgotten things went awry; be it intertwining feelings of solitude, or fate that let us meet to begin with? there I met this [...]
I am the bone of my code bread is my meal and chips are my food I have been drinking over a thousand cups of coffee unknown to sleep, nor known to game have withstood pain of hours with desktop and notebook yet those hands would never allow any rest so as I pray, unlimited [...]
April 27, 2008 – 10:42 pm
—August, few years back. I met her. /1 there was nothing special about that day on August. the new term was just started, leaving either sighs and boredom to a new starting-whatever for the autumn to come. that being said, but there was not really autumn as I lived here — I’d like to [...]